Saturday, 22 October 2011

bila bangsa kurang berbahasa



kelakar. i want to email this to menteri pelajaran lah.



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Monday, 17 October 2011

movies! : real steel.

i love both charlie n max!

two thumbs up! atom, charlie n max;they are cool! u laugh u shed tears in one hour n a half.good job!

org yg xsuka movie pn tgk dan suka! :p



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Sunday, 16 October 2011

selepas operasi.



selepas kenyang perut, dan seronok menonton wayang, mandi dan kemudian solat,kami melakukan operasi pencegahan.misi berjaya.hehehe.

i had fun. thanks bf!



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Friday, 14 October 2011

berbulu!



iskkk, kaki mcm pak arab! and yes, he is my best bet, my best striker! :)



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shoes



i rarely shop.. i buy things that worth every cents.and this shoe is one of those..previous one lasts for 2 years. from river island.let see how long this smbonia stays with me.



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:)



abg hensem merayau2 di pantai morib.



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Wednesday, 12 October 2011

BROS bottle.

Got myself this one from BROS! get yours now!
this is one of the backdated entry. i mean 3 months back :D

Friday, 7 October 2011

PD: here i come!

am planning for PD trip. any suggestion where to hang out in PD other than the beach?

i did blog-hopping and found few suggestion. such as,
breakfast at PD meeting point.
It serves western breakfast set, and they even got nasi lemak roti canai etc. the usual malaysian breakfast meal. a break from fastfood breakfast set!

Ostrich Farm PD.
menunggang ostrich, makan satay ostrich, pijak telur ostrich etc!

tunggu lagi update!

Friday, 26 August 2011

jalan-jalan cari makan.

D'Lala Seafood
 4.5/5: good service, good, good ambience, affordable.rm80 for 4 people.ask for ikan siakap kheng som and you will thanks me for this! their pulut mangga is awesome too!


Seoul Garden: 
4.5/5: good ambience, good and variety of food. RM49 per person.

Ikan Bakar Tanjung Harapan: 
3.5/5 ikan bakar and what do u expect, their food an average je. pricey.

Ikan Bakar Bagan Lalang: 
3/5. if you are looking for cheaper price for seafood, rm80 for 6 people. but poor service and its ambience is not that appealing.

and the list go on.

wishlist:
to be updated.


Friday, 12 August 2011

its been more than a month.

its been more than a month since my last update. hello diary!

oh now, im waiting for my sayang to arrive! 3 hours to go, and drive safely syg!

air ticket bound for Kl has been bought. in less than a month i will be back in where i supposed to be.

semester 7 is going to end in 2 weeks time. and yeah, welcome to semester 8, and i just cannot wait for this 4 years of study to finish.

there's a lot of planning going on. and i am excited about this. and Thank God.

for every tears and smile, i thank You, The Almighty. because i believe, everything happens for a reason. they are all the reason why i am standing still.

Saturday, 2 July 2011

sy doakan semuanya baik-baik saja :)

sahabat saya baru sahaja bercerita mengenai kisah sedih beliau. dimaki hamun, disepak terajang suami, suami bermain kasih dengan bekas kawan perempuan. bercinta bertahun lamanya, bertunang, berkeputusan untuk berkahwin, tetapi begitu akhirnya.

Tuhan, kurniakan sy seorang yg sayang sy spt mana sy hari ini. sy tidak mahu sejarah berulang lagi. juga, jauhkan sy dari sejarah buruk sesiapa dari menimpa sy. sungguh, sy tidak sekuat mereka.

untuk sahabat-sahabat sy, sy doakan yg baik-baik saja untuk anda semua.

:)

Thursday, 30 June 2011

wish list.


phi phi island.

one of the island in sabah.
siem reap.
bali
bangkok.

Saturday, 18 June 2011

is frustrated.

hatiku luka kecewa..

derrr, trying so hard not to make it one big deal.

i am better than this.. insyaAllah.

Tuesday, 31 May 2011

new tariff for electicity!

haaaa ambik koooo, minyak tak jadi naik (minyak 95 je, 97 dh berkali2 naik!) die naikkan elektrik. tenaga janakuasa segala bagai tuu, bapak die yg punya. household yg billnye under RM77 wont be affected tapi. last month, bil elektrik rumah ni RM150 ++ tu bila time mama papa and adik yg sorang tu je kt rumah. and tambah aku yg sminggu kt rumah. now aku dh sebulan kt rumah, kita tgk latest bill nnti brape naik. nnti adik aku yg 2 orang lg tu blk, tgk jugak nnti brape bill tu naikkk.

this is seriously insane! kalo gaji naik tiap2 kali mcm bil2 tarif minyak susu gula beras segala tuuu, tkpe laa jugak..hishhh.

penat dennn nk pikir, in the future, kalo nk hidup senang kt dlm msia ni, kalo stakat keje cikgu tuu, mmg kene anak tak ramai. kalo takkk, mana nk cover sume. insurance laa, education la, ape laa. or else, kene start a bisnes. hermmm, kene start pk, bisnes ape yg boleh buat duit.. hermmmm :)

bebelan orang takde kerja :)

haihhhh, dengan ini saya tangguhkan rancangan ganti puasa sy sehingga masa dan hari yg akan ditetapkan kemudian.. insyaAllah, semapt sy menghabiskan semuanya nnti.. hal in iadalah kerana jadual kenduri yg begitu padat sekali..

hr ini mama sy gigih masakkan salad telur untuk  kenduri sepupu sy. sedap baunya sehingga mengejutkan sy dari tidur. kepada adik2 saya diperantauan, harap anda semua bersabar dengan dugaan-dugaan seperti ini, hahahaha.

nampak macam sy tkde keje. tp itulah hakikatnya, kerja saya bnyk, tp perangai sy yg buruk itu suka melakukan kerja disaat-saat akhir, makin menjadi-jadi!

gi mndi dan siapkan kerja! membebel diri sendiri :P

ohh student, please laa nnti bile dh pkbs 3 nnti, markah korang up lagi. bila cikgu dh start ngaja nnti. korang siappp, nntikan kerja latih tubi bertimbun dr cikgu yg maha kejam ini. siapppp korang!

Sunday, 29 May 2011

ok, i surirumah bekerjaya!

hari ni mama gi kenduri. dgn sume sedara mara. so, bgn pagi, breakfast tkde. anak prempuan yg dh mcm gajah dh besarnya, sila laa sendiri berusaha mencari makan. hahaha. but i dont feel like eating anything. so just minum cocoa collagen. tu breakfast penting tuu, wajib!

then gi cari ayam dlm freezer. kuar ayam sayur. i am going to cook!

firstly masak sayur air!

then my signature, ayam kicap! hahahaah.tu je yg mudah dan cepat dan terer. masak pejam mata pon boleh! ahahaahah. nasib aku tak goreng telor je okay. masak nasik.agak2 ni laa kerja orang bekerjaya time weekend, bgn pagi and masak for lunch. weekday mana  sempat nk masak. unless jadi cikgu. boleh laa masak for dinner. lunch confirm2 tak sempat nk masak ape. sbb aku tgk ramai cikgu2 kt skolah aku, type yg tapau lauk from canteen for their family members.ermmmm, kalo ngaja KL, drive thru je dokkk? :P

adik ku yg berdua tu masih blom bgn tido. sorang tu mmg dh agak petang ni br die akan bgn since smlm tgk bola ntah kol brape br blk rumah. yg lagi sorang tuuu, mmg mane tah die dpt gen bgn lmbat. sbb smlm die tido almost kol 1 utk siapkan birthday card papa.

ohh, happy birthday papa! you are my best man in the whole world. thanks for the 26 years of  love and cares. you inspired me in many ways. semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki. kesihatan yg baik! :)

ohhh, dh siap masak ni. sedappp! mati laa puji masakan sendiri! awkkk,  bgn laaa!  :D

tupai-tupai

td tertgk status member pasal die gi makan kt tupai-tupai. tupai ni femes laa jugak area kl tu. tapiii, not to my tongue. aku rasa, dgn harga yg die offer lagi bnyk restaurant yg laaaaagi best.. gile nye laaa sorang member ni dok promote betapa bestnye restaurant tu. tp kitorang berempat hari tu. all 4 of us agreed, yg makanan die takde laa sesedap mana.. biasa2 je..seriously. and bila bukak2 balik review kt internet, rata2 rate dlm 3 star je.. agak laa. mungkin ramai org ckp pasal tupai-tupai adalah kerana ambiencenye yg ..ermmm.. sejuk mata memandang. tapi sumpah kitorang menyumpah2 jugak laa before sampai restaurant tuuuu. punya laa susah nk cari. well, senang je sbenarnye. tepi jalan besar area2 istana negara jugak. tapiii, sebab keadaan restaurant yg terselindung cmtu yg buat kiroang tk perasan. gilenye dh give up tp last skali, aku nmpak restaurant tuuu. then merasalah jugakk tupai-tupai yg diperkatakan ramai. ade lagi satu cawangan di shah alam. tp orang ckp, tupai-tupai kl lg sedap. boleh try sendiri kalo mahu. tp personally, skali pegi je dh cukup. tak rasa mcm nak pegi lagi skali. enough said :P

Saturday, 28 May 2011

Thursday, 26 May 2011

it takes 2 to tango :)

Like any agreement, a relationship is bound by rules. This is true of all kinds of relationships, whether between friends, family members or lovers.
FORMING relationships is easy. Maintaining relationships is not so easy. Ending relationships is hard.
Whenever we check in at a restaurant or bar, or log in to Facebook, the Social Network lies before us in all its majestic splendour. Like butterflies flying from flower to flower for a taste of sweet nectar, we roam around meeting friends new and old.
But free and limitless as the Social Network may be, it is not thrown into chaos, as may be feared from the flapping of butterfly wings. Instead, there is balance and order in the Social Network, woven by invisible rules.
Like butterflies following their migration flight patterns, we waltz through the Social Network not with reckless abandon, but to our own tune and steps.
It takes two to tango. A relationship, whether casual or intimate, blossoms only when two persons genuinely agree to keep in touch with each other. This is true of all kinds of relationships, whether between friends, family members or lovers.
And like any agreement, a relationship is bound by rules. Welcome to the Social Contract.
The first stage of the Social Contract is the formation stage. Certain elements must be present before a relationship comes into being. There must be offer and acceptance, which can be as simple as an exchange of mobile numbers or acceptance of a “friend” request on Facebook.
But we must be sure that there’s an actual offer on the table, and not merely an invitation to treat. And even if there’s an offer, we must be clear on the exact terms of the offer.
As Martin Solveig cautions, there are people who could stick around and get along with you, but it doesn’t really mean that they’re into you. Always take care to know what kind of relationship you’re getting into.
The next crucial element is consideration – the legal jargon for what’s in it for me, and what’s in it for you.
As a consideration to enter into a new relationship, most people look for good company, character and connection from the other person. But sometimes, people enter into a relationship looking to fulfil less abstract desires, such as money, sex or fame by association.
There’s nothing wrong with that, as long as everyone is on the same page, reads the fine print, and there’s mutual disclosure and understanding of expectations.
A bad romance, morally wrong it may be, is still a relationship.
After the formation stage, we enter into the performance stage. Parties work towards sustaining and making the best of the relationship they signed up for. But relationships are never static. They may gradually die, or change form over time.
A minor change to a relationship merely involves a variation. This means that the original contract remains, with some terms altered.
For example, an inclusion of a new Clause 56 which states: “Both parties shall avoid meeting, communicating or physically coming within a 10m radius of their respective ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends (for the avoidance of doubt, their names are as listed in Annexure 1)”.
Or sometimes, two hearts may erupt like a neutron star collision. A casual relationship transforms into an intimate one, bringing about a new relationship and contract altogether.
The third and final stage is the termination stage. Breaking up is always messy and complicated, whether between good friends, family members or lovers. The reasons to end a relationship are aplenty, but they can be classified under a few types.
In law, any contract made under a mistake, misrepresentation and fraud is void ab initio, that is, that there was no contract to begin with. Likewise, there are times in life when we enter into a relationship under a false belief.
An extreme example would be if you discovered your lady was once not a lady. Or if someone told you that come what may, they would love you till their dying day, only for you to discover after marriage that it was just for convenience, for your spouse to avoid a potential workplace transfer to a backwater place like Grik.
Of course, there will be bitterness and tears. It’s painful being cheated to enter into a false relationship. But quickly get up when you’re down, and keep on moving.
Tell yourself, next time, there won’t be a next time. Burn those bridges from shore to shore. Don’t dwell and feel too much for a relationship that never really was.
Termination due to fundamental breach is more painful. That’s when the parties have agreed on the “Do’s” and “Don’t’s” of their relationship, and one party later breaks an express promise.
Not every broken promise justifies termination, but only if the promise is fundamental to the relationship or the effect of the broken promise causes irreparable harm to the relationship.
Between lovers, a breach of Clause 56 generally is not a fundamental breach, unless the wrongful party is a repeat offender.
Cheating on your lover is generally a fundamental breach, unless there is a rare non-exclusivity clause stipulated somewhere. As between good male buddies, cheating with your best friend’s girlfriend is definitely a fundamental breach of the “Bro-Code”.
Terminating a relationship that is real in every aspect is a tough call to make. Emotions run high, optimism in life runs low. We start to question our ability to sustain relationships, and sometimes, even our self-worth. Nevertheless, although at first we will be afraid, eventually we will survive.
But ultimately, the Social Con-tract only guides us on how we think about our relationships, and not how we feel. Sometimes, we can’t help ourselves from falling for someone whom we know to be a heartbreaker right from the start. It’s because the law of attraction is driven more by what we feel than what we think.
So don’t feel bad about falling in and out of relationships. It’s all part of the social cycle. It’s all good. For, like butterflies, we flutter from flower to flower, in search of the sweetest things in life.
The writer is a young lawyer. Putik Lada, or pepper buds in Malay, captures the spirit and intention of this column – a platform for young lawyers to articulate their views and aspirations about the law, justice and a civil society. For more information about the young lawyers, please visitwww.malaysianbar.org.my

Friday, 20 May 2011

6th semester's exam result is out!

result exam sem lepas dh keluar. i have nothing to say other than alhamdulillah. setelah kantoi dgn jayanya few paper tuuu, and thank God, result tak teruk sgt.

:) tak sabar tunggu kesayangan i blk keje dan inform beliau!

Thursday, 19 May 2011

training teacher: day 9

how's today?

hermmm, arrived a little bit  late. sampai je cikgu tu dh mintak gantikan kelas 5G2 utk kelas PJ almost half of this class tk dtg. tp aku masuk tgk je laa. aku kuar dr kelas tu a little early laa sbb kene relief kelas 2G2 for two periods! adoi. paper Maths 2. hermmmm, keje nk meniru je. nk je aku hempuk sekor2.. nakl jugak kelas ni. tp tk layan sgt pon.dh siap2 kutip paper. diorang tu tunggu masa nk hntr je. bukan nye jawab sgt pon. ade sorang ni, gi tandas bukan main lama. aku ingt die gi tgk notes ke ape. tp aku tgk skrip jawapan die, hermmm, 2 soalan je kot yg die jawab. even a simple plus minus question pon die tak layan. dok main pensel. main eraser. kacau orang sbelah. mcm budak pendidikan khas! tu laa cerita 8.55 am-10.05 am.
dh siap tu, masuk bilik guru, gi kantin. breakfast.
blk breakfast gi mkn2 jap kt bilik pendidikan khas. ade jamuan sempenan budak praktikal senior yg dh tamat sesi latihan mreka. besssstnye! just makan satu slice cake saje.. sbb dh kenyang gile mkn kt kantin tu.

thenn, ade sesi bergmbr sket. masuk bilik guru, get ready utk next class.12.25-1.45. paper english. kesian jugak laa kt budak2 tu tk bleh nk jawab. soalan senang je, suh tulis surat kt member pasal the importance of friendship. dh siap bg points lg. tp diorang ckp tk blaja lagi. adoiii, karangan english sayang oi. penat laa kalo semua tajuk karangan nk suh sir korang ajar. tp part literature yg diorang tk blaja lg tu aku kesian laa. sbb bile tak blaja, cane diorang nk jawab.diorang ngadu, sir masuk bukan ngaja sgt. asek masuk library main chess.adoiii. tatau laa diorang tknak blaja sgt ke or sir diorang yg tknak ngaja sgt.. agak sedih laa bile ae few yg nk blaja, tp cikgu tk smngt sgt, or a few yg malas nk blaja tu yg kacau mood ngaja cikgu tu. aku still tk ngaja lagi, so aku tk bleh nk ckp ape laa. aku tatau cabaran aku akan dtg. hopefully aku bleh manage stress-ness yg diorang hadapi.hopefully.
and cikgu tu dh bg aku skrip jawapan form 1. 2 kelass. paper 1 and paper 2. mati laaa mak oi.paper 1 tkpelaaa. tebuk2 lubang tuu.paper 2 tuu jenuh laa sket. tp nmpak bnyk kosong, tk jenuh jugak laa. jenuh nk tanda pangkah je. ape2 laa budak.

cikgu buat je takat yg cikgu mampu :)

training teacher: day 8

there is nothing much of what i did today.. just jaga kelas yg kene relief.bile sume member dpt relief and i got nothing to do, i went to the library, just to read newspapers. tp tkde yg hari ni punye. so i spent my time reading news yg dh lapok.. and suddenly got the call from the office. they asked me to ganti cikgu yg ada emergency kejap. it was 2G3.ai terpaksaaaa jadi garang. alhamdulillah under control.tp bile aku ckp, masa ada lagi 5 minit. haihhhhh, bising sume. and cikgu tu mntak gantikan kejap utk form 5SC 2. paper kimia 3. huihhh, how time flies, dulu paper ade chemistry 1 and 2 je. now dh ade sampai 3. cikgu die masuk betulkan few question..ade la 15 minit je kot jaga.. tp agak penat laa kene rush sana rush sini. sbb kelas diorang 4 tingkat. akak dok main turun naik tangga dgn heels je. then masuk blk bilik guru.

masukkkk je, dah kene dhhhh.4SC2 jap. paper kimia jugak. satu masa je. thank God. satu masa ade laa dlm 40 minit. tp tingkat 4! akak penat! rehat pon tk sempat lg. dh laa akak serabut gile hari ni. ape pon tk bawak. nametag tatau mane letak..serabai je aku rasa. masuk kelas tu, budak buat prangai plak.. meniru kaw2nye.. aku bukannye tak bg tiru langsung. tp kalo obvious sg, terpaksa laa aku sound.. br je nk duduk, diorang dh buat hal. terus aku bgn, gi kt tmpt budak tu, 'awak ade masalah?" senyap je. then aku blk tmpt aku. br nk senyap..bile ckp masa ade lagi 5 minit. hahhh, kalut lg .diorang tk sempat jawap pon.. aku bg chance laa lagi. kutip answer paper yg mane yg dh siap dulu. tuuu pon kire dh baik.

blk bilik guru. now dh tak sanggup nk dok situ je, nnti sure ade yg nk lepas tgn dr masuk kelas. tp adik2 baru redhakan je.

tp one good thing about masuk kelas gnti ni, at least ko tayah ngaja, and aku ade chance utk kumpul confidence utk berdiri depan audience, depan student.aku nih cepat sgt nervousnye. and Thank God these few days, gementar tu dah takde sgt. before this mmg nmpak kekalutan aku. ingt tak the first day tuu, yg student tanye aku 'asal cikgu nmpak kalut?' which mmg aku buat2 kalut utk cover nervous aku..tp skarang, tk rasa gerun sgt dh la.

then ke bilik kaunseling utk transfer2 gmbr. then, balikkkkk! :P

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

training teacher: day 7 : happy teachers' day!

hari ni celebration hari guruuuu!
pagi-pagi hari lg dh trima ucapan hari guru yg sgt mengharukan! thanks syg! :)

seronok laa jugak. this is actally my first experience of sitting in fornt of the student in an assembly. slalu dok depan cikgu, now duk atas kusi in front of thousand of students.feel die agak lain macam laa. started off the day with perarakan from the canteen to the assembly venue. gugup dh hilang laa sket2. before nih asek shaking je bile berdiri kt depan crowd yg ramai mcm tu. rasa diri tu jadi centre of attention. dh kalo jadi cikgu tu, mmg akan jadi centre of attention kot. dah sah2 sume student akan pandang jee ko kan.one thing about today's assembly yg aku tak suka is, bila sesape berucap kt depan, cikgu punyaaaa la bising. kalo studnet bising kita marah, tapi cikgu sibukk dok gosip itu ini.soo, dlm aku diam tu, actually aku bengang laa dengan sikap. kalo cikgu mcm tu, apetah lg student. situasi sama jugak bile dekat university. kalo org berucap kt depan, ko sibukkk nk sembang. even if ko tk minat nk dgr, ko diam je. tkyah tambah dosa aku yg terpaksa kutuk ko yg tak hormat majlis. this is not about being skema ke ape, tp aku cukup pantang dgn org yg bising dlm majlis apa2. bising dlm kelas lagi laaa aku bengang.. mcm org paksa ko turun je gi assembly tu, kalo ko tk turun pon tkpe. paling tak org ngumpat ko. heeeee. aku turun td mmg sbb terpksa ikut rules. tp, diam je laaaaa kalo bosan sgt nk dgr perutusan pm laa, menteri pendidikan laa ape la.mcm pasar!

sampai saat kene nyanyi lagu sume. br perasan, dah lamaaaa gile tk dgr lagu selamat al-sultan.pastu tiba part nyanyian lagu hari guru dan ikrar guru. kami yg praktikum ni dok blakang2 je laa. skaliii, cikgu2 tarik gi depan. praktis nai kstage katanya. ape2 laa cikgu. kami adik2 turutkan saja demi markah kami =)

selesai, gi breakfast. then masa utk sukaneka. kalo ikutkan, malas je. pastu plak, aku bwk short sleeves shirt. pastuuu, lupe nk bawak handsocks. sudahnye, bersukaneka dgn baju kurung dan heels. alaaa, takat pecah belon, baling gelung, shoot netball, bawak bola pingpong dgn sudu,isi air dlm botol, baling botol, bawak bola hoki.. dan penat nyee, sbb sume game tu sume ahli kumpulan kene participate.. aku pon buat2 aktif laa. markah beb markah! hahaha. aku sekumpulan dgn PKP. PKP ni, bile dh kenal klakar je orangnye. best laa cikgu2 yg satu grup ngan aku tu.

dan kami berjaya mendpt tmpt ke-2! drp 8 kumpulan yg bertanding.ade persembahan. gimik.. hadiah. dan part paling bestttt, bila dpt hadiah. ingtkan dh tk dpt hadiah. skali bile time dh nk blk tu, dtg budak kecik 2 org ni pass hadiah. muka terharu bangga seketika. prempuan mmg kalah laa bile dihargai mcm tuu.pemberian tu tak penting pon, yg penting appreciate!

cikgu2 panggil ke kantin utk jamuan, tp of course laa aku tk makan.walopon makan free, rugi mak i masak confirm lg sedap. heeeee.

terasa bnyk lg nk update tp, blur. tkde idea. malas nk tulis. heeee. sambung next time!

spek baruuu!

thanks mama!kerana bawakkan sy ke kedai opto. thanks papa! kerana blanje sy spek baruu :)

dah dpt spek baru, lagi gigih ngadap komputer :D

Sunday, 15 May 2011

:(

bila semua serba tak kena :(

training teacher: day 6

hr ni pergi skolah tanpa tujuan :)

relax2. lepak2. and serabut kepala otak dgn cikgu yg suh kitorang perform hr guru nnti. ermm, to be honest, kalo suara aku sedap, tkyah suruh pon mmg aku volunteer je utk nyanyi laa lagu pape. masalah nye suara mmg sesuai utk jerit2 marah budak nakal. bakat seni langsung tkde. nk menari pon mcm kayu je.. so mmg aku fedap bile kene time2 mcm ni. especially bile ade a few cikgu yg smngt; lg laa tmbah stress aku.

bile tgh2 rest, cikgu kelas 1G3 suh aku masuk gnti kelas die jap. die ckp, masuk sampai chapter 5 je. masuk laa aku buat revision. rupanyaaa, mmg masuk sampai chapter 7. aku br je tgk kertas soalan after aku masuk kelas tu. kesian budak2 tu. pandai2 laa cikgu tu kire nnti. bukan salah aku kot. dh die yg ckp mcm tu kt aku.

masuk kelas td just buat revision. aku geram betul laa ngan sorang budak ni. budak kl. tp perasan best gile. kan dh kene ngan aku hari ni? actually, aku rasa bersalah jugak laa marah die td. tp dh melampau sgt. bengang laaa aku ponnn! budak2 lain ok je. sume soalan aku buat kt depan die nk gi jawab. tp tk pernah nk betul pon. kalo time kuiz english the other day, mmg nmpak gile laa die nk buat2 terer... tp salah je pon. bagus je perangai die yg berani mencuba tuu. tp bile dh melebih2, aku pon muak laaa. tk dgr ckp plak tuu.

masuk kelas kedua, buat observation..Gk yg ngaja.. punye laa bising budak2. kalo cikgu die pon tkleh control cmtu, aku apetah lagi. haishh.dugaan laa jugak. GK tu dh siap mention, yg nnti aku akan take over kelas tu, diorang pon sibuk laa. dtg kt aku, tanye itu ini " cikgu, cikgu garang tak? cikgu, nnti cikgu ngaja sini ke? cikgu, tgh praktikal lg ke?" awk dok diam boleh tak, cikgu tgh ngaja kt depan tuu.

tetibe lalu student yg aku ngaja before ni, 'cikguu, i miss u!' amboiii! bf cikgu pon tk sweet mcm tu nk jerit2 i miss u!

hishhh, budak2. paham ke tak i miss u tu. esok sambutan hari guru.

happy teachers' day to all teachers. thanks to all my teachers. i will always remember your patience, your courages and your kindness.

Saturday, 14 May 2011

goodluck!

goodluck di stage esok. do your best. dh berbulan praktis, harus mntap performance itu!

iskkk, bnyk plak entry sy tulis about awk. maybe because, i just miss u so much. and too much! :P

ohh, esok sy mula msuk utk minggu ke-2. goodluck utk diri sendiri jugak!

news :D

kota bharu, 15 may- it was reported that a trainee teacher from Kota Bharu is confined to bed due to heavy headache and lose her weight tremendously. According to a source, the 26 year old teacher is missing her boyfriend so much. she has not seen her boyfriend who is currently working in KL for almost 2 weeks. she is expected to see him in the next 14 days.

miss u! :)

because you are amazing..



just the way you are! :)

kadang-kadang..

kadang-kadang, sy rasa bersalah. sy tak bermaksud utk buat orang lain rasa bersalah.. kadang-kadang sy gagal mengawal hati sy. kehendak hati sy yg selalunya macam2..

dan itu menambahkan rasa bersalah saya.

jika ada salah dan silap, maafkan sy.

Friday, 13 May 2011

melobi :P

i have everything i always miss, next to me. i am home, i have my family in front of me, im sleeping on my own bed, i get to eat mum's cook.

but, still;

i miss u.

training teacher: day 5

seawal pagi, mama gi hntr ke sekolah. hermm, melihatkan guru disiplin memegang rotan, mama straight hntr aku depan pintu pagar skolah. risau kalo aku kene marah sbb dh agak lmbt. hahaha. 'ma, tkkan laa cikgu pon nk kene rotan. paling tak pon, punch card tuu jadi merah" ape-ape laa mama.

sesampai je dibilik guru, dh letak sume brg, terus ke bilik exam. smlm GK Sains dah mintak tolong suh susunkan kertas exam form 3. ape2 jugak laa. bekerja bersama yg lain2. so cepat laa keje tu settle. semoga cikgu GK berpuas hati. kene laa ambik hati beliau sbb beliau akan jadi guru pembimbing. heeeee. settle sume, mengajak rakan utk mengisi perut. laparrrr.

selesai makan, kembali ke bilik guru. siapkan report apa yg patot. hermmm.sesudah itu, PK memanggil kami semua guru praktikal utk taklimat ringkas. dan jadual2 yg sepatutnya kami dpt. thank God, kelas yg aku dpt tu, ok laa. aku pernah masuk before ni utk relief. and student mmg type yg cooperative dan agak dgr ckp laa. mmg bersyukur gile kot..semoga dipermudahkan juga urusan-urusan seterusnya! :)

so, aku ke kelas yg bakal aku take over tuu. tgk mcm mana cikgu mereka ngaja. the whole first period tu aku tgk je laa. agak bising jugak sbenarnye. siap dgn rotan2 lagi cikgu tu. cikgu tu cikgu laki. tuu pon tk dgr ckp, sepanjang cikgu tu ngajar, budak2 bising je aku pandanggg je, sampai diorang tunduk pandang depan. hahahaha. singa dh dtg! suka bila tgk diorang takut2. tp pastu diorang bising je balik. budak2. attention span yg pendek.

2nd half, cikgu tu nk ke mana tah, die suh aku take over terus. sepatotnya aku start ngaja after cuti pon..adoi la..okay jugak, bleh try2 kan? aku pon start laa ngaja. test2 soalan kt budak2 tu sket. tajuk hari ni adalah integer. aku perasan je ade few concept yg salah. zero is not an integer. yetttt, cikgu tu suh susun integer, and die masukkan zero sbg salah satu integer. tp aku diamkan je laa. sbb die cikgu kan? cikgu senior sure tercabar kalo dibetulkan. tp aku kesian laa kt budak2 tu. sbb ajaran sesat. sure diorang pening. sekejap ckp zero bukan integer, pastu masukkan zero dlm list integer. .

after that, aku sambung laa sesi pengajaran. aku ajar part nk buat calculation yg melibatkan integer. aku ckp kt diorang, pakai garis nombor.. diorang even tak paham pon macam mana nk pakai garis nombor. so aku bg lagi latihan pengukuhan.. suh buat kt depan. explain lagi, contoh lagi. last skali bg soalan suh tulis dlm buku, and aku gi round sorang2 tgk diorang buat. hermmm, aku explain lg personally kt diorang, ckp knape diorang buat tu salah. and mmg best gila perasaan bila tgk diorang semangat nk tauuu, and bila tgk diorang dh mula paham mcm mana nk selesaikan soalan. teacher2 meh sini.. tgk betul ke tak ni. teacher, sy tk paham lg ni. teacher, sy dh dpt jawapan.budak laki pon sama. diorang semangattt je blaja. ade laa 2-3 orang yg tk buat. aku siap warning dh, next week nk tgk ape yg diorang buat. heeee.
bila dh tamat masa, diorang dh kemas2 beg. aku ponn, 'ehhh, sapa suh kemas. jap2, sy nk bg homework" diroang pon ape lagi " alaaaa, cikgu, kerja dh bnykk. masa bnyk lagi. minggu depan laa cikgu" aku pon paham je, hari khamis, kepala otak diorang tuu dh tah kemana2.. aku pon ala2 org yg cair dipujuk rayu cmtuuu 'ok laa ok. fine. next week"

dh nk blk tu, 'terima kasih cikgu" sama-sama, jumpa next week. budak2 perempuan sume salam.. pastu, this one girl dtg kt akum teacher nasib baik teacher ajar. paham skit.. kalu cikgu tu ngaja tak paham sgt.. " terasa terharu pon ada. first time ngaja student for real, and student tu ckp mcm tuuu. hermmmm. sy jadi smngt! and being with budak2. sy rasa sgt best. sbb diorang tu nakal dan kelakar. macam2 perangai dan gaya. now sy kene start pikir mcm mana nak attract attention 2-3 orang yg mcm tk berminat tuu.. hermmm

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

training teacher: day 4

awal pagi tkde kerja sgt.. and since smlm dh bnyk gile kelas yg aku masuk. about 5 kelas kot. kehulu ke hilir.
so hari ni bnyk kelas yg aku tolak kt member aku. tk larat kottt.  tp in the end dpt jugak kelas jam 935-1005. form 1B1. kelas ni sepatutnya terkawal. so i went to the class. hermm, budak2 nye tkde. aku agak, budak ni stay kt library with the teacher yg relief before aku. tkpe la. good for me. before gi kelas tu aku dh siap2 gi makan duluuu. cari energy! and alhamdulillah cuaca dh getting better. tkde laa rasa nk meletup je. heee.
after kelas tu, straight ke kelas lagi satu 4SC2 . jaga exam. diorang ade paper history.
kali nih, mmg mcm lain2 waktu jugak, prepare muka garanggg. seriusss je manjang. budak ckp  skit je aku angkat muka, terus senyap pandang bawah budak2 tu. nmpak nye berhasil. die dok kacau slow pon aku seriussss je.angkat kening cmtu.. terus senyap. bila masa dh hmpir tamat, aku pegi laa meronda. sampai kt satu budak ni, die ckp "cikgu, kalo cikgu senyum sket mesti comei" terus aku tersengihhh. budak2 niii, ade je idea nk kacau mood serius aku. diorang ni tau je aku tgh gugup kot, tu pasal diorang kacau mcm tu.tgh3 jawab exam tuuu. sabar je laa. tp, aku masuk blk mood serius. hahhaha
lantak ko laa budak.. pastu bila masa dh tamat. aku kutip sume kertas jawapan. kira2 sume skrip jawapan. and settle semua, 'terima kasih cikgu' sama-sama. jawab cikgu. pastu budak2 perempuan menghampiri aku and salam tgn aku. siap cium tgn lagiiii. terharu plak rasa.
patot laa Islam menggalakkan cium tgn mak before tido.salam cium tgn mak before gi keje. isteri salam, cium tgn suami before tido and before gi mana2. sbb, dgn cium tgn tu boleh melembutkan hati orang tuu. and rasa mcm sayangnyeee. rasa mcm nk mendoakan utk kebaikkan diorang. rasa sejuk hatiii. seriously. sila praktikkan! mesti mak/husband anda terasa sejuk hati dgn anda. so, salah silap anda insyaAllah akan dimaafkan. dan sy sbg cikgu, mendoakan kejayaan student sy!

walopon sy mcm singa, tp sy syg student sy. ohh, sy tulis mcm ni sbb sy tau student sy tkkan jumpe blog sy! :D

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

training teacher: day 3

hermm, sampai skolah a bit late hr ni.. aku laa yg lmbt2 masuk kereta. lmbt2 breakfast td. so i went to school. sampai pai2 tu mcm biasa.. lepak dulu.. borak2 dgn rakan sekursus. and mcm biasa2 akak2 and abg2 kt situ sgt  peramah..'takde jadual lagi ke? tk kene relief kee?" aku mampu tersenyum saja. mata masih bengkak. dek bgn pagi. biasaaaa :D

jam 8 lebih cmtu, ijah got call from the office. rupanya orang office cari aku.. suh masuk jaga kelas. haihhh laaa abg, dh call ijah tuuu, suh ijah je laa. knape nama i yg disebuttt? sajeeee je!tkpe, nk jadi cikgu mmg kene rajin masuk kelas. hahaha.muhasabah diri sendiri.

. relief nye jam 855-9.35. kemudian datang laa enazhar ckp 'ehh, awk gi masuk kelas 5G2 jap. gnti cikgu kt situ. kejap je.. ermmm, mcm laa boleh tolak offer tu pon. berjalan labat2 ke kelas. mula laa diorang kacau. ngan cikgu diorang senyapp je.. tp muka maintain serius lg time ni. siap diorang ckp 'cikguu, senyum laa sket' nk kene gak budak2 ni.. tp, maintain ok! siap aku tanye 'awak ade masalah ke?" haaaaaa, nk cover nk tergelak nye pasal. hahaha.

pastu gi kelas relief plak.jaga exam jugak. pastu gi kelas 1G1 plakk. diorang pon br masuk kelas. dr hujung koridor, muka dh maintain serius. masuk kelas. 'ketua mane ketua? sape bertugas hari ni?'mulaa laa kelam kabut ketua gi tgk duty roaster.siap sapu blackboard. sapu kelas laa diorang. tak bersih lagi. tak puas hati lg aku nih.. 'tuuu, meja tuu, awk tgk dr barisan first, then yg lain ikut' aku pon ikut sama betulkan meja diorang laa. tkde laa nmpak aku mcm singa garang ke ape sgt kan. borak sket2 ngan budak2.. pastu ade student dtg' cikguu, nk pinjam penyapu, cikgu boelh tak sy nk kuar, kejap jee. bleh laa, nk gi hntr buku je' haa, kluar laa, kluar..

habis lg sebabak.gi lepak library jap. borak2 ngan akak senior kt situ. bnyk jugak laa mende yg dishare. good to know her.dah mmg cikgu. ckp pon bnyk. pastu satu fakta yg die ckp, nnti lama2 , sek2 cikgu ni, borak2 nnti suara mesti kuat je.sbb dh biasa jerit2 dlm kelas. encik boyfriend kene laa paham! hahahahah.

masuk lepak dlm kelas. and today. sbb dh few days dh dok dlm bilik guru tu, cikgu2 dh berani dh melawak2.. borak2 sengal. pastu diorang kacau sesama diorang. sbb kami ber6. sorang je dh kawen yg lai nsume single. kalo yg cikgu laki asek lalu lalang port kitorang tu, mesti kene mc 'ehh, tak sampai sminggu je dh dok lalulalang situ. ehh, tkleh caye sgt ni..' hahahah. kami gelak sopan je. orang baruuu katakan :D

sy dh penat dh. kepala dh lentok2 sket.dgn tk tahan bilik yg berkuapnye. huuuu. pastu, tetibe cikgu tu dtg, ehh sape yg free, tolong gnti jap kelas 5G2ni.memandangkan aku je yg free time tu, sume org dh ade kelas relief masing2 walopon diorang tk kene awal pagi mcm aku, terpaksaaaaa aku gnti. gile apeeee. mkn pon tak lagi. tp ko cikgu praktikal, markah ko bergntung pada derang, brani ko nk melawan? heee, tak2.

lepak bilik guru, dpt lg satu jadual baru. kene relief kelas 1G3 plakkk. adoi laa. dlm kepala otak dh pikir nk main game. masuk je. again, maintain serious. so main laa game. i gave them one word for each group.4 groups. education, presentation, contribution, preparation, etc. so they have to contruct words from these words. best bile tgk sume particiapte. just that keadaan kelas jadi bising je laa. tu pon dh puas aku dok suh diorang diam. ugut nk potong markah sume. senyap kejap. pastu bising blk. dh abes satu pusingan, mintak nk main lg seround. kulayankan je laa. ape2 je laa budak. asalkan korang tak berkeliaran, cikug pon bahagia! dah habis sebabak! masuk office blk, dh tunggu time nk blk dah.skali ckp ade meeting plak dahhhh. haruuu. cikgu penat dahhh :(

dan, minit2 terakhir tuuu, PKP dtg kt aku, time tu mmg aku sorang2. awakk, tolong gnti cikgu *** jap, sy nk suh die isi rekod. kejap je. ape2 laa. sy pikir nk blk je now. panasss! gi laa ke kelas tu. budak kelas sains. tp nakal yg amat. tiruuu je keje. aku jeling je. malas nk kuar suara. pastu tersengih2. 145 pm, ok guys, times up! sume hntr kertas jawapan masing2. dh hntr, dh kira sume, hntr skrip jawapan ke bilik peperiksaan. tunggu meeting kol 2.

kol 2 meeting, pasal sambutan hari guru. blablabla. pulut kuning, berpayung, sukaneka, lagu hari guru, persembahan, magic. blablablabla.jgn suh aku perform sudahhhh!dah msg mama siap2 ambik kol 3. kesian mama, i terlewat 15 minit. masuk kete je dh lega sbb dh sejuk. thanks mama!

that is how i ended my 3rd day. more to come! i just love this job even more :) see u guys tomoro! :D

Monday, 9 May 2011

training teacher: day 2

started my 2nd day with another short meeting with PK. through phone, he is nice. peramah je. tp bila jumpa depan2, hermmm. serius je orangnya. takut pon ada. he is considering to give me mathematics class only. this is interesting. nasib tak kene ngaja subjek pelik2..kene ngaja pj ke.. penat laa nk ber'lapan lagiii'!

tp i had another experience of kelas ganti. different experience plak kali ni. part 1, kene masuk kelas form 4. diorang dh lmbt utk exam kot. aku ni, first time kotttt bawak kertas exam student, gi kelas. cikgu nye terlupa ade kelas. pastu plak phone tinggal kt rumah. haishhh. cepat2 aku jalan ke kelas diorang. pastu, dh lupe sistem skolah mcm mana kan.. kat u, pengawas peperiksaan akan bg sorang2, gi letak kt meja sorang2... hermm,dah half aku dok bg2 kertas jawapan tu, pastu br ingt blk, diorang ni, bg je kt depan, pastu diorang pass2 je ke belakang. .. hermm, sabar je laa. pastu diorang pass blk kt aku soalan lebih. pastu aku ckp dh boleh mula. time ni ade sorang budak angkat tgn ckp 'sy tk dpt soalan lg' sabarrr je laa ngan budak2 ni. aku pon agak berlari2 anak nk pass soalan tu kt die. member die plak sampuk ' aishhh, bkpo cikgu kalut sgt tuu?" aku lempang sat lagi budak ni. ohh another thing, bila time berjalan masuk ke kelas diorang tu, diorang dok tunggu cikgu kt luar dh. tanye aku, 'cikgu, cikgu nak masuk kelas ni ke?" 'haaa, ye2. masuk2 dh lmbt ni" ketua: semua bangunnn. assalamualaikum cikgu. then bacaan doa. time diorangbg salam tu, ada satu perasaan yg mcm nk nangis. syahdu. terharu. rasa mcm, hermm cikgu doakan korang berjaya :) cikgu mmg berhati halus skit. hahahah.

then jawab laa exam. exam english paper 1. walopon aku lmbt 15 minit. diorang taknak anjakkan masa. diorang still nk habis kol 1045. lantak ko laaa budak oi. time dok jawab exam tu, dok mengeluh sesama diorang.. 'hermm, tulis tajuk je laa" kebetulan tajuk essay tu, write an essay for the best teacher for hari guru award. best laa diorang goreng, siap tulis nama aku, tanya aku umur brape nk tulis dlm essay diorang ni.. aku nk marah ada. nk tergelak pon ada. comel je diorang.few times gak laa kene sound diorang suh senyap sket. then another teacher came in utk sambung mengawas diorang. Thank God. dh selesai satu tugas aku.

then cikgu peperiksaan asked us to sort and kira bilangan kertas peperiksaan and susun ikut kelas. pastu PK came, give me another task. kene jadi guru ganti lg. form 1 plak. kali ini agak testing jugak laa. i waited in class for 10 minutes, sbb diorang dr bengkel KH. so diorang lmbt. budak perempuan masuk dulu. tunggu member diroang sambil berdiri. aku suh diorang duduk dulu.. macam2 soalan diorang " cikguu, cikgu cikgu baru ke?, cikgu, umur cikgu 21 ke? cikgu, cikgu johari mana?"  another rutin, bg salam and doa. i explained to them that cikgu diorang tkde, then diorang nk suh conduct kuiz. haaa, ikut suka ko laa budak. asal ko diam. tp satu hal jugak, diorang lagi main game2 ni diorang lg bising..penat tauu. bila aku ckp ade hadiah. br laa diorang sungguh2 sket main. tu ponnn, bising gila. siap cikgu sebelah dtg.. cikgu tu suh diorang mintak maaf kt aku. hermm, mintak maaf. bila cikgu tu keluar die nyanyi plak " maafkan kami.. maafkan kami" argghhh. stress. pastu dioang plak yg ajar aku, cikgu budak2 ni kene ajar dgn ni [sambil tunjuk btg penyapu kt aku] haaa, elok laa ko. adoi. 'cikguu, kita gewe 2 nok? cikgu, bkpo cikgu napok muda lagi?" pastu member die plak sapuk, 'blaja taktau kemana, ade hati nk ngorat cikgu' hahahaha. budak2 ape laa yg diorang paham. main2 kuiz, aku ingt esok je laa aku nk bg hadiah.. diorang insist nk hadiah time2 tu jugakk. siap ckp, cikgu bg je singgit. haa, bagus gak, tkyah aku penat2 nk gi cari hadiah plak. sudahnye aku bg singgit sorang.. nasib baik ko 5 orang je.hahaha.
pastu, aku bg soalan matematik.. satu soalan satu kumpulan. susah gak laa. tp best bile tgk diorang gigih cari jawapan.. sume pakat kuar calculator. tp satu pon tak betul jawapannya. cikgu2 ni nk buat mcm mana.. mcam mana nk tekan calculator ni, cikgu ajar laa." comel je kann budak2 tuu? aku rasa mcm, hermm, syg je kt diorang. sbb sume pon mcm innocent. tktau ape.. and ada rasa nk belajar.. and the feeling yg kita rasa bila kita dh tolong diorang tuu, best gile. believe me. maybe i just love this job.cuma kadang2 rasa restless bila nakal tk dgr ckp.. rasa mcm nk nangis time tu pon ada gak.. tgk esok plak apa yg jadi! :D

training teacher: day 1

first day, of course laa nervous tu ada. first thing first, havea short meeting with the principal. she's nice. peramah. sgt warm orang nya. then she introduced us to En Azhar. he's nice too. have a short chat then he brought us to the teachers' room. he gave us one long table for 6 of us.

there's nothing much we can do for the first day. i was just assigned to observe one class. kelas tu tgh exam pon.tips from the senior, kene buat muka garang. and it works really. tp macam2 hal laaa. main stokin laa, kacau kawan laa. ape2 laa. tp tkde laa testing sgt. biasa2 je. under control la. for the time pakai name tag to the school. yeahhh, after hermmm, my school days ended 9 years ago.OMG! how time flies.

it was quite a feeling today, that bila jumpe student, they will bow a bit and greet u with salam. hrmm, i started to love this profession. this is the real challenge! more to come, and i just cant wait!

Friday, 6 May 2011

tak sabar

saya tak sabar menunggu adik2 saya pulang. lalu mengajak mereka untuk jalan-jalan cari makan..
cepat lah pulang. kesian kekanda kesunyian dirumah.

kekanda teringatkan donut di tesco. tak lupa juga masakan lazat di keng som. sptnya adik sy mahu belanja kami. hahahaahhaha.

Thursday, 5 May 2011

was in kuantan

last weekend, i was in kuantan. short family trip. beramah mesra dgn bakal adik ipar. heeee.

i'll just let the picture speaks itself laa.
minus my brother. it was well worth day trip. though aku mcm demam dan tak larat nk gi mane.. just sit a relax and menghabiskan another bottle of 100plus.heeee.

went to teluk chempedak. discuss about the wedding in december. papa had dinner for the east coast region. then blk the next day bersama2 barang yg penuh satu boot kete.

love u guys. to my future brother in law, u dah lulus ujian saringan! tahniah! :)

inside your heaven




love :)

pizza

adik said shes craving for pizza. semuanya kerana iklan pizza hut pada akhbar. sy pon seakan2 rindukan pizza. tp sy nk domino. dan kerana domino tiada di kelantan.. adakah wajar saya ke kl kerana memnuhi kehendak sy yg inginkan domino's pizza. haaaa, taktik le tuuu :)

dik, tunggu kak cik blk laa then we go to pizza okay?

kalo pizza hut, chicekn wings die laa yg paling aku ingt, bukan pizzanye. heeee.

hari ini.

starting this firday, dh kene starttido awal, nnti nk kene bgn awal. gi skolah awal. blk kerja sure penat. tp bnyk keje nk kene settle. every day nk kene buat lesson plan. nk handle kelas. nk handle document2 yg nk kene submit. nk kene handle jugak kerja2 thesis..
mengharapkan kekuatan untuk selesaikan baki tugas yg ada. semoga mudah semuanya! :)

ohh, seronoknya berada di rumah. bahagia je hidup. kalo rasa malas nk masak ke ape ke, mama dh ready siap2 lunch dinner. oo, tp td dinner masak sendiri. nasi goreng! hahaha.bujang. memang simple gitu jeee. td lunch mama buatkan ikan goreng.makan dgn kicap. panas2. pergghhh. pastu si kecik zara mmg ngade laa time kakak kesayangan die a.k.a orang gaji die kt rumah ni. mmg ngade gile. nk air bandung laa ape laa. aku sbg orang gaji beliau. ku turutkan saja.pastu td mlm nk milo ais. layan jugakkk.

ohh,disebabkan aku sedar diri yg semakin membesar, so aku spend few minutes menyental toilet.. dan jugak mengvacuum carpet.. semoga berat ku semakin berkurang. utk rekod, hari pertama mencatatkan 51.6 kilo. dan td, hanya tinggal 50.6 kilo :)

esok gi sental toilet lagi lah! :P

utk mereka di perantauan, jangan begitu iri hati dengan ke-best-an sy berada dirumah. sy merindui anda. tak bermakna best nye ini tanpa anda di sini. pulanglah! :)

Friday, 29 April 2011

please.

salah satu sifat yang tidak boleh diukur pada manusia adalah keikhlasan. hanya masa yang akan menentukan, akhirnya, benar ikhlas atau hanya bermain kata.

jangan terlalu yakin pada yang tampak manis. sampai nanti memakan diri.


:)

end of 6th semester

today, is the end for the 6th semester.2 more semester to go. another 14 weeks to complete the 7th semester. then semester 8th will commence in september. how time flies.

insyaAllah, if everything goes well, i'll finish my degree by the end of this year. insyaAllah.and probably starts my career as a teacher. hrmmmm, in June next year. it is about time that i seriously think about life. financial, family, investment,future.. hermmm, theres a lot of thing to take care of. rasa takut dgn tanggungjawab pon ada jugak.

thanks to papa mama and siblings and also friends who were always there. your support, your cheer, your company is very much appreciated. i am glad that i was born, and met you guys. and to you too :)

okay, bye TM. for now =)

Thursday, 28 April 2011

cheesecake

to who-ever you are, thanks for the cake.

halnya semalam, aku dah lapar gile. tgk kt restaurant favorite, kedai dh penuh.ramai gile orang.so malas laa jadik cam semalam yg berjam tunggu nasi yg sebungkus tu je. by the time dpt nasi, perut pon dh kenyang! so aku opt utk beli burger.. pastu abg tu ckp, lmbt sket laa dik, bleh? ye laa bang. ok je. sy tunggu je lah. for the mean time, aku pon menapak ke kedai cake.. ingt nk cari bun yg best, tp satu pon tak menarik perhatian. terpandang kek. macam sedap! bang, cheesecake satu.bungkus. aku gerak ke cashier. nk byr, ehh, tkpe2. abg tu byrkan. aku cam eh, sape? aku turn, mmg laa ade sekelompok laki. tp mane nk tau yg mane satu. mata plak ala2 nmpak je. aku turn blk kt cashier tu, eh, tkpe la bang. sy byr je.. hahahah. this is my first time kene situasi mcm tu ok.. terpk gak, nk kene mandrem ke ape. hahha. abg tu still ckp. tkpe.. tkpe.. abg tu nk blanje. orang kt blakang aku dh ramai queue nk byr. 3rd time aku still bg die duit, betul ke ni? aku tanye die balik. pastu die cam, takpe.nnti abg tu byrkan.  aku pon,, oo ehh, terima kasih laa eh. hahah sudahnye aku terima kasih kt cashier tu je. dh nk blanje sgt, rugi aku tak ambik bnyk2. hahahah. hishh.poyo gak laa aku rasa mamat tu.kalo gentle tentu die yg dtg kt tmpt cashier tu and ckp depan aku yg die nk blanje.. tak ke? dh laaa org yg aku tak kenal. sbb tu risau nk ambik. unless aku kenal, mmg aku ambik je kalo dh nk blanje tuuu. ape pon bang, terima kasih utk cheesecake tu.kenyang sy smlm sementara makan burger.

moment2 yg jarang dpt cani, harus kene catat kat diary. hahahaha. ohh, thanks btw. in case laa die terjumpe blog aku. hihihihi.thanks ye.

bf, orang tu blanje satu slice je, sy tahu awk akan blanje sbijik kek. sbb awak nk menandingi ke-gentle-an mamat tak dikenali tu kan? hahahha.tkpe. jgn risau, jangan cuba nk blanje sbijik kek, sbb sy tk mkn bnyk kek pon. satu slice je pon cukup! :P

blessing in disguise.

i love every moment, every single moment in life for now. thank God for the bless.

and thanks to you, for every single things you said. you just made my day.

:)

.love.

love it!



sy di pong. tp sy suka. sangat suka! hahaha.
thanks :)

Monday, 11 April 2011

selfish nk mati.

ooo, ko bersenang lenang. tgk movie. gi date ngan boyfriend segala. pastu bila dh time2 mcm ni ko rushing2 nk buat segala kerja. pastu tetibe msg.. " eh, ko dh siap ***?" kalo aku jawab aku dh siap pon knape?
and too bad. aku tkkan jawba pon. haaa, tetibe td phone aku kene bar.tkleh nk reply msg ko. agak kurang ajar aku rasa, msg aku dgn niat utk dptkan jawapan dari aku. ye, aku selfish.. dgn makhluk yg tak reti bahasa sahaja!

Friday, 8 April 2011

my final week.

this is the end of the 2nd last week for the term. tapi kerja banyakkkk lagi nk kene settle.. this is the first time yang lecture hanya akan berakhir pada minggu terakhir. biasanyaa, kelas2 dah berakhir pada minggu ke 12.. ni siap ade test on the 14th week lagi. on friday plak tu.
and the next day i have camping plan with geng outdoor. cant wait for that.. masak2, ekspedisi ke air terjun, and mcm2 lagi ad hoc activities nnti.. be friend to guys is just.. spontaneous. did everything without plan. so dont expect them to follow your rules. its them to decide on whats next.. just at certain thing je kita bleh masuk campur, and bertegas.so, nampak laa function kita in the group. kan?
padahalll, i have final exam on the 20th, 21st and 23rd. mati laaaaa. tu pasal this week and the week after i hv to spend some time to do revisions.mak taknak sangkut this sem. as of now, alhamdulillah, coursework carrymark above 50% lagi.. do extra revision to find another 30% to get As. siapkan thesis proposal ASAP and ill have some time for that.
pray that i can finish the proposal thing before next week starts :)

Thursday, 7 April 2011

durians!

this king fruit, once was featured as one of the fear factor, in the fear factor shows.

i love it nevertheless.


dh 5 ke 6 kali makan in 2 weeks. and started to rasa muak. heheh.


Tuesday, 5 April 2011

its not him.

its not anwar ibrahim on the video. i never meet him personally.but i knew it after watching the first 2 minutes of the video which was leaked on youtube. yes, i am among the lucky person who got the chance to personally evaluate adn convinced myself that he in the video is not anwar ibrahim. how can i be so sure about this?
just like what dato' joe said, sekali imbas, with just a glimpse memanggg orang akan sangka itu anwar ibrahim. if you put them in a still mode, mmg nmpak sama.. tp looking at how he moves, how he walks in the video, i can at least convince myself. dia bukan anwar ibrahim. i compare with lagak gaya beliau time ceramah. i watched all his ceramah online. lagak gaya is not something you can cheat. even if you are good at acting, you can just know, if he is for real DSAI.

well, rpk came out with a theory. yes, hes back in action. that this is one of the sambil menyelam sambil minum air thing.to bring down anwar and at the same time to bring down najib.

i wonder if someday, the trio dato will come out with a statement, "oooh,, i thought it was him. i was just trying to show to the public who anwar really is, if he in the video is not anwar, then it is my mistake"

stay tune.

happy birthday my dearest sisters! :)

yes, both of my sisters celebrate their birthday on the same date. 5th of april. dik, i love u both. so much. see u guys in 25 days. hadiah next year lah. postpone. this year bankrap to the max dah :))

Friday, 1 April 2011

its april.

how time flies.
when april is about to start, mula lah bertebaran about april fool is not our culture.and you know what, they spend an amount to just print fliers to remind those in the so called tertiery education that april fool is not our culture..

saya rasa, mereka sungguh tidak bertanggungjawab. tidak meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya.. mereka tidak mendahulukan apa yang sepaptutnya didahulukan. i'd love to share reaction from DR Dzulkefly Ahmad towards the Perak Mufti about the pengharaman poco-poco di Perak. i would like to quote his comment here:
“Islam solves the bigger issues. Once you solve the bigger problems, the smaller ones will go away by itself,”
dont fool youself just because to secure your kepentingan in the society. focus on the bigger issue remember. what about kebajikan, stewardship of the university, the students' right etc. jangan jadi patung.

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

strap!

ada sesiapa mau belanja saya hadiah hari jadi? walaupun hari jadi saya adalah sudah berlalu 5 bulan yang lalu.. dan bakal menjelma lagi 8 bulan. HAHAHA. nakkkk!
ohh, untuk rujukan, harganya cuma USD90 :P
ohhh, this is from nine west :D

its getting uglier..

to read this..
there is only one phrase strike my brain at that very moment: the truth will prevail.

shame on those frogs, so-called lawyers, MPs yang buat macam-macam statement.mandi bunga la wat so ever. go get a life!

i guess Dato' Johari Abdul has to take extra care. or else, die akan terpaksa menurut katak2 lain. yg reverse statement segala. i dont blame them. they have baggage to take care of. especially when it comes to family. bile dah di ancam. manusia boleh jadi macam-macam.tp,maybe they have to learn it from Bala. where is he now btw?
tp, CELAKA lah bagi mereka yang jadi katak kerana wang emas dan harta dunia.

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

sex video: 'i have instructed the IGP to be transparent', home minister.

i read a report from the edge malaysia.
i was amused by the fact that the home minister has to give specific instruction to the IGP that he has to be professional.. to be transparent and get to the bottom of it.. this is strange. isnt that strange, dont you think? in any way, any circumstances, not just IGP, the police as a unit, has to be transparent. no matter what.even if it is without the specific instruction from the home minister, they have to be TRANSPARENT!

so let see, if the IGP follow the specific instruction from the home minister.

Friday, 11 March 2011

nice dinner, nicer number on scale

senyum. tak perlu kata apa-apa!

sendiri buat sendiri tanggung.
sendiri makan banyak, sendiri gemuk.
padan muka sendiri jugakkkk.

u know what, i just had nasi goreng ayam and udang masak kari (not the usual kari udang, but this one, udang yg di masak dengan telur dan dicampur dengan serbuk kari..sedapp. i tried one with ayam and mayonis and serbuk kari dan few bahan lain yg of course mak tak tau nyah in detail nye)

then, ade lagi se-slice chocolate banana Sr cake. tetibe je ade kat atas riba aku time dalam kete td. okay, tu tipuuu. tp, part ade kek tu betul lah.

jap nk makan kasi habis sume.

ok dah habes. now dh bleh tido!

GEMUK!

malas nk layan dah.. now tgh pikir mane nk cekau duit to buy another pair of jeans. dh bleh hntr bundle dh this one. utk mereka yg petite sahaja. sy tidak lg tergolong dlm golongan petite.
sekian terima kasih.

Tuesday, 8 March 2011

kerja sekolah bertimbun.

bile bertimbun, dan baaaaanyak lagi yg tak settle otak saya jadi stress. bile stress, baaaaanyak jerawat yang keluar.
jadi, adalah kebih wise kalo saya gigih menyiapkan kerja-kerja yang semakin bertimbun ataupon saya memilih untuk menghadapi serangan jerawat?

what the hell am i doing, wasting my time updating this entry? motifff nye adelah malas. mengantok. kalo disorongkan bantal, pasti tertido sampai esok pagi. dan kemudiannya menanggung derita jerawat lagi.

mari siapkan mereka! berusahalah! :P

Sunday, 6 March 2011

bubur kacang hijau!

my friend on fb updated his status that he is now enjoying te delicious freezed bubur kacang. sedappp nyeeee!

all my life, almost 26 years, sekaliii je penah try buat bubur kacang. though jenuhhhh nk tunggu die empukkk. i dont know that the kacang has to be soak for day long before rebus.. i thought if rendam sekejap pon, nnti bile dh rebus dgn air mengelegak sume, akan jadi well cooked jugak. tp, i got it wrong. memanggg totally wrong. please.. please.. please.. rendam dlm air dulu for hours before start masak.. time tu konon nk buat bubur kacang hijau for hari raya open house laa. time tu kt manchester la. raya pon buat bubur kacang hijau. kalo kt msia, makan tiap2 petang je kot bubur kacang hijau tuu.bile kt uk, bubur kacang hujau pon jadi juadah hari raya.. nampak tak kesangapan kitorang terhadap kuih muih dan lauk pauk malaysia. hahahaha.

so gigih laa aku merebus kacang hijau. tapi lamaaaa gile kene tunggu.. mmg tk empuk sgt laa. tp tibai je makan. boleh laaa..time ni, buat bubur kacang hijau pon nk bergmbr okay. kekwat!

tp segan laa nk upload.sbb nye bubur tu senang je nk buat.. main cmpak je sume.. gula melaka, santan, pastu try2 laa rasa to suit your taste. sedap uhhh.

Monday, 28 February 2011

broga again.

oh my!
update, update!

oh my!
busy. busy.

see you later :)

thank God, U blessed me with wonderful friends :)

Monday, 21 February 2011

sabar

sabar. that is all i can say.
there will, maybe, blessing in disguise.

Sunday, 20 February 2011

sampai hati ko senah.

senah mane laa plak yg sampai  hati. gigh tau, ikan2 branak smalam, gigih laa sehari suntuk dok jenguk and tapis ikan2 tu.. branak je sekor, terus tapis asingkan anak dan ibu.. cinabeng punye ikan, slamber badak die mkn anak2 yg baru kuar ala2 mereklakan diri dimakan oleh bapak2 yg gergasi.. anak2 sume ade laa besar kuman. kecik je mende alahnye.. mulenye aku nmpak ade sekor je yg kecik. tu pon aku bleh ingt taik ikan.
maklum laa mata aku yg agak malas sket nak meneliti objek2 kecik ni kan.

dengan rasminya, i dah buktikan, i berjaya mengekalkan kemandirian spesis ikan2 i. gigih carikan tmpat gelap utk mereka. berjaya jugak ikan2 itu dikeluarkan dr perut ibu mereka. itu lah kisahnye.. now nk ambik gmbr pon tk nmpak nye punnn. tunggu laa besar sket. tp tu lah tk tau laa brape ekor yg buleh survive sbb aku tkde kepakaran dlm mengekalkan nyawa anak2 ikan yg lemah gemalai tu. nk letak skali ngan ibu die pon, haruan punye ibu.. so sabar je laa ko dgn makanan2 yg aku bagi. aku tak bercadang nk tukar air die sehingga die agak besar sket. nnti aku pon takleh nk bezakan antara ikan dan taik ikan.

sekian dari sy.

oh, now sy confuse. nk suh panggil sy mummy ke ibu. dulu dgr ibu cam best. tp mcm motherly sgt laa plak. hahahahaha.

Friday, 18 February 2011

tips. ikan hiasan.

this is a tip from penjual ikan hiasan ni.. utk elakkan ikan-ikan mati sbb terlebih anti-chlorine ke ape..

die ckp, utk mini aquarium tu, they just need a few drops je. and bile nk tukar air dlm tank or mini tank tu, make sure drop dulu anti-chlorine, a few je, then baru masukkan air.

i dont know ape kene masuk air dulu then masuk anti-chlorine dulu. tp dh die ckp mcm tu, ikut saje lah. sbb my mum mmg tgh bela ikan kap now. before nih dh beberapa batch ikan tu mati. sedih plak bile tgk. tp tak pernah give up utk bela lg.. now alhamdulillah, ikan sume okayy je..

best ade ikan.tenang saje bilik bile blk, when u know that ade something is waiting for you. yg tgh tunggu kene feed.and bile bg makan sume brebut2. comel!

Thursday, 17 February 2011

sivik bukan honda.

bile headache menyerang. mata saya pon menyepet.. tido ubat pertama yg saya cari! sy merasakan urat2 di kepala menghimpit saraf mata yg memaksa sy memejamkan mata sy. tak mampu saya melihat masa depan dengan jelas. hahaha.

oihh, ini petanda demam. tidak baik sungguh ini petanda. saya harus mencari penawar segera.

oh, sy nk suruh budak2 rumah saya selain sy  mengambil subjek sivik sebagai subjek pengayaan. hari ini mereka membuatkan selera saya terbantot lagi. ade ke patottt?

girls, please laa double check before you leave the toilet!

BENCI.

xmau makan seminggu.

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

magic.

busy nyeee saye. lebah pon tak busy mcm saya :P

lesson plan to be submitted tomoro evening. oh, havent finish it just yet.

semangat mane semangat? hishhh. oiii, dtg lah. ku seru ko semangat belajar.
datanglah.

segera!

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

good old time.

i miss the good old time.

when i can finish the whole pan of 9 inches pizza. back in the uk, they have thinner crust pizza. more cheese and filling. sedappp! my favorite was Pizza Co. this restaurant ade kat Oxford Road, Manchester which is about 2 blocks away from my hostel.i miss their spicy chicken wings.adoi la. im hungry. and best jugak bila He gave me chance to taste the real italian pizza during my visits to italy.

oh, back in Malaysia pon ape kurangnye. Papa John's pizza pon taste quite sedap la. mirip2 jugak laa italian pizza. and other pizza eateries that cater the needs of pizza lovers in our country. Pizza Hut nye pizza dah di modified to suit Malaysians' tongue n stomach i guess. 

oh, btw, to enjoy pizza Hut at cheaper price, sign up at Pizza Hut website. you can order online and pick them up yourself at the nearest outlet. also, opt the pizza staff to deliver it to your house with delivery charges of course.

tp kalo area rumah tu ade Domino's. lg best.pon jugak boleh order online at Domino's website. bile online ni, at least ade choice yg lebih pelbagai laa kan. kalo nk call selalunye akan order pizza yg dh selalu dlm kepala otak je la. selalu laa berdoa dlm hati supaya mereka lmbat. dan mendapat kupon yg macam2. dan buleh order lagi dan lagi. dan gemuk kemudiannya! :P

wedding invitation 2011

this is the 4th invitation for the year if im not mistaken. hmmm.

hopefully tkde aral jugak lah kali ni. hope to see friends at the majlis.

good luck kemi!

the wedding is on the 13th march in ipoh and reception on the 18th.

congratulation dude. semoga berkekalan. selamat meramaikan umat Muhammad! :)

now, i miss all of them.

:missing:

outdoor again.

i got back to back events this month. alhamdulillah.

this weekend and next weekend mmg utk workshop.. and next weekend maybe to broga again. to join few friends utk ke sana. jadi coordinator to those yg tak pernah pegi lg. huuuu.this time will be much more interesting. sbb everyone is allowed to bring friends. so bile sume org bawak member, this will be one big event la. insyaAllah. hope menjadi.

off late, aku dh mcm suka je utk spend masa on outdoor activities. lot of fun and masa yg sama, tak membazir masa mcm tu je. plus, this will improve my social, communication skill etc.

they plan utk bbq jugak. and maybe mengail for the guys.

this is not easy, hopefully everything will be just fine.

pray hard! :D

haaaa, nk tau?

haaaa, susulan dari kes fb the other day, now dh gaduh besar. see what i mean?  tak pasal. and, berlaku laa block laa, ape laa, kecik ati laa.. padahal hari-hari nk mengadap muka..

isk3. zuckerberg berniat baik je time merekacipta fb. pengguna yang menyalah gunakannya.

kembali lah ke pangkap jalan.heeeeee :P

Monday, 14 February 2011

pretty please.

please stop your ngade-ngade mcm budak kecik before i lempang u bertubi-tubi..

dgn ko yg besar gabak tu, its not cute at all!

tampar satgi. mencabar, mengetest ke-patient-an aku btol.

damn!

damn..sy sy mengntok. and damn, i am updating from the library. damn, ulat buku, ulat library. oh, damn saya tipu.

last night tido at 5 am. bgn kol 6. tido blk kol 7. bgn lg jam 830 utk ke kelas jam 11. lunch kfc, n now in the library cari material utk assignment.

gigih nau nk buat assignment.

ntah. semangat saya lebih sket akhir2 ni. huaaaaaaaaa

ngantok. cari port sejuk sket utk lentok jap before 4pm class. audit bebeh. bring it on!

sy bukan penerima anugerah nobel.

mahupun bukan seorang yang nobel. the freedictionary.com defined noble as 'Having or showing qualities of high moral character, such as courage, generosity, or honor'


(sile rujuk this free online dictionary first before asking someone the meaning of any word. and i am not a walking dictionary for God sake)


sy bercita-cita untuk maafkan semua orang setiap kali sebelum tidur. dan saya berharap semua orang memaafkan saya sebelum mereka tidur.


tapi sy tidak boleh lari dari kelemahan saya yang punya sifat dendam dan marah. bila lah saya boleh berubah.


hmmmm.


oh btw, sile tonton muallaf. walopon sy terlambat, saya memohon mereka yang lebih terlambat dari saya agar menonton filem berkenaan. Arwah Yasmin Ahmad did a good job really.

Sunday, 13 February 2011

sentap.

AAK?

malas nk layan. sentap la kau sendiri-sendiri.

i have so much more things to think of.

bye.

my anak-anak ikan.

there are 9 fishes altogether. 2 jantan, 7 betina. semoga cepat2 dapat anak! :)


as promised. this is my current passion. and basuh tank, tukar air plus tambah anti-chlorine are another routine these days. i love it nevertheless :)

Saturday, 12 February 2011

saya suka bila..

saya suka bila:


  • bilik sy kemas
  • saya sudah settle mandi
  • perut saya kenyang
  • cuaca yg tak begitu panas
  • suasana senyap dan kondusif untuk saya buat kerja
  • tiada orang mengganggu kerja saya dengan suara yg bingit
  • when i got phone call just to know if i am doing alrite.
dengan itu, dpt lah saya luangkan bnyk masa mengupdate. dan juga menyelesaikan tugasan yang bertimbun banyaknya.

terima kasih kerana memahami :D

to feel content.

how is exactly you define to feel content?

there is moment when you feel like, everyones treating you so damn good, like your every wishes come true, weather treating you nicely, your works and life went well and even something not in your favor happens, you still can smile and positively think and feel that, i can fix this. this is just a small matter. that is at least how i define to feel content. 

1. always get back to Him.He is the only Creator, he permit things happen. 

2. always pray for the happiness of others. and in that way, you will learn and educate yourself to reduce your selfishness. (ehh, suke hati mak bapak aku tulis ini mcm. is there such a word selfishness? heeee. buat-buat paham sudah)

3.always tell yourself that, everything happened to you is because you choose your life to be that way. do not blame others. in that way, you will learn to decide and think of others before you do something.

4.there will be time that your prayer will be heard. just be patient and your turn will come sooner or later. it is just a matter of time. the closer you to God, the possibility will be greater. insyaAllah.

5.consult others with experience. and of course, your parents' decision is better than yours.

6.just bear in mind, if you are in trouble, God is just testing you. and, you know what, ujian dgn kesusahan, kepayahan, struggle adalah lebih mudah berbanding ujian dengan kesenangan, limpahan kebahagian dan kekayaan. kerana the latter akan lebih buat kita lupa diri. kepayahan akan menjadikan kita lebih dekat kepada kebenaran. believe me.

7. do good things and do not expect anything in return.ikhlas dan terima seadanya dengan apa yang ada. tapi bukan bermakna untuk lepas bebas, tidak berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik. 

saya masih tercari-cari bilakah moment to feel content itu. saya mungkin perlu lebih berusaha :)

a friend of mine once shared with me, what his ustaz told him. he said that, every day, after your daily prayer, sedekahkan al-fatihah for everyone around you, and insyaAllah akan mengelakkan buruk sangka orang terhadap kita, menjaga hubungan baik antara kita dan orang sekeliling. there is no harm trying :)


Friday, 11 February 2011

ingat.

ingat, mungkin hari ini anda di atas.

esok lusa, siapa yang tahu. hidup anda mungkin dibawah.

dan jangan bila tiba waktu dan ketika itu, anda malu untuk meminta pertolongan, kerana anda baru ingat akan sikap dan perlakuan anda ketika anda di atas.

melainkan anda memang orang yang tak punya perasaan. anda takkan pernah sedar yang anda telah silap.

ingatan untuk diri sendiri juga :(

oh ibu.

bgn agak lmbat hari nih..well hari tkde kelas pon.. seperti biasanya, selepas subuh, kembali ke katil. sehingga lah bunyi bas yg agak bising menggangu tido. terus bgn. terus  tersenyum melihat anak2 ikan dalam mini tank.

the first thing to come across my mind was, ehh, sure diorang lapar. since smlm tk makan apa2. smlm last time aku bg makan was around 1 am mcm tu..begitu lah seorang ibu barangkali. bgn je tido fikir nk bagi anak2 makan. breakfast. nnti tengahari, lunch plak.pastu dinner. bimbang sgt kalo anak kelaparan.
dah bg diorang makan kenyang2.. pastu aku tukar air plak.. kesian tgk air dah keruh. ke sifat ikan suke dgn air yg keruh? tp tak lawa laa tank tu nnti.

dah tukar air ni galak plak mereka berkejaran. seronok melihat mereka aktif.

hahaha. ya, mmg tak ubah seperti ibu dan anak.

tp tu laa terfikir jugak, diorang bosan tak selain makan, aktiviti diorang adalah berenang. gerak-gerakkan ekor.pastu membiak. fitrah binatang mmg begitu.

ku tunggu dan terus tunggu andai yg betina nk deliver babies. tapi tkde pon.

sabar je lah =)

i love u mama.

V Day.

jadi, JAKIM melancarkan program anti hari valentine untuk mengekang umat islam yang menyambut hari valentine.. every february mesti nak cerita pasal valentine pun kan?
pas youth wing katanya melancarkan juga program yg lebih kurang sama tujuannya.. tp kurang setuju dgn title di malaysiakini. pakatan states plan V day's cracdown. and in the report says "Several states are planning a crackdown on "immoral acts" during Valentine's Day"

report itu negative saja bunyinya. seperti ada yg tidak kene dgn ayat itu. lihat sahaja perkataan yang digunakan. crackdown. immoral acts. hrmmm.

kit siang says it is not pakatan (as a whole) policy. hmmmm.

a wise person will know how to handle this wisely.

kalo kita menekan, untuk menegakkan prinsip kita, yg tentunya mengundang tidak senang sesetengah pihak, then disitulah kebijakan diperlukan. masuk kandang kambing mengembek. paham?

we cant expect others to see things the way we see things. teens who is planning to celebrate the V Day with their partner didnt see things the way we see things.. we just have to know how to speak in their language if you know what i mean :)

Thursday, 10 February 2011

lesson plan.

lesson plan is somewhat the backbones to teachers. early preparation and planning, and execute them in class.

hence, i am spending the whole day just for an 80 minutes lesson plan.

goodluck utk diri sendiri.

oh btw, if sesiapa interested to share or have a look at my lesson plan for algebraic expression form 2 topic, feel free to ask. sharing the ideas wont give u any harm isnt it?


cotton anyone?

gile kain. dasar bakal guru. inilah jadinye..
spend most of my day serach for kain.. and now its in trend, biasalah.. cotton you all!

theres a few pages laa yg menarik minat i. but this one seller, i love the vibrant colour n modern pattern and style she chose.  though dah tak hangat macam dulu, polka dots still in fashion kot. time polka dots dulu kecoh gile, sampaikan adik aku yg umur 7 tahun pon request kain polka dot.

anyone interested, can visit her fb page.. pilih lah yg mane berkenan. buy in bulk laa, dpt discount, that is what i did.. buy in bulk. jahit bile2 pon tkpe :D

no, i didnt get anything from her pon for this advert. just sharing one of my favorite online shop. and what is more important, you will get immediate response from the seller. thanks cik cotton! :D

these 2 latest kain  are from her latest japanese cotton collection catches my eyes. lawa kannn?


go to her page: http://www.facebook.com/cottonloverparadise  for mor infos, and more collection! :D

engagement invitation 2011

this is my 4th invitation for the year.. wasn't me who is inviting, but rather i was invited to okay!

this is invitation is on the 19th March.engagement of a friend. a childhood friend. she is hoping for me to be there. so, insyaAllah.. mungkin aral tkkan melintang pada hari tersebut, akan dicuba utk menghadirkan diri :)

so happy for you friend. semoga naik ke next stage soon! dan semoga saya juga beroleh tempias barakahnya! :D

eh. eh. laju nampak?! no lah. i was just joking. i have nothing in plan pon these 2-3 years. ehhh, feeling umur tuu constant je.

::monolog dalaman::

oh, the engagement will be on the 19th march. jgn lupe ye miss fifi! :D

bros

bnyk plak mende sy dpt from Kosmo! hari ni.. other than about the blogger eqbalzack. then review about Musical Tun Mahathir and now, about the Air Klik on FB by BROS.

i want one of these! yet to choose which one.heeeee. cute and sangat memelihara alam sekitar!
cute kan? go to their fb page or to their official website.

oh btw, ceritanya, all you have to do is klik LIKE button for this BROS page, then BROS will donate RM0.50 for every like clicks. these 50 cents is for providing drinking water to those in Vietnam i think. kt dlm artikel tu ade sebut pasal thousands of people died because of cirit birit or seumpama dengannya akibat bekalan air tidak bersih.

paling menyayat hati bile tgk gmbr kt artikel tu, this one kid duduk meniarap sambil hirup air sungai yg kaler dah keruh gile.

jom likes secara berjemaah!

pets!

i have new pets. i asked a friend of mine to buy me 4 fishes. as pet laa. bukan ikan nk letak kunyit garam dan goreng deep fry tuu.

diorang ckp ikan ni dr jenis guppy.

nnti ku upload gmbrnye yeah.. malas seyhh nk transfer gmbr hee. plus internet connection yg agak tk stabil now ni..this is a picture i grab from the net.. lebih kurang laa dgn yg ade dlm mini aquarium aku now.



since pesan je kt member, aku sendiri tk dpt nk pilih kaler-kaler tu.. aku pon tkde idea kaler ape lg yg ade. as of now ade kaler oren2 sket 2 ekor, lg sekor kaler purple sekor lg silver. ekor je yg membezakan mereka. bentuk badan sama.. nmpak badan mcm tgh bunting.. esok lusa bercucu laa saya!

now, terasa gile nk ajak member2 ke sungai untuk kutip anak-anak batu nk letak dlm mini aquarium nih. tunggu ye anak2!

excited! :P

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

musical theater anyone?

my first musical theater at istana budaya was Teater Tun Mahathir (first season) it wasn't that bad. even Erra Fazira and Esma Daniel deserved a credit. they did their homework to feel the character.

for Muzikal Tun Mahathir 2 which ended last 30th January, there was slight changes with the main character. Ezani replaced Zizan Nin and sorry-i-forgot-her-name replaced Erra.

and soon, in March, IB will have Lat Musical show. dan lagi, they are offering 50% discounted tickets. tp of course laa there is a catch. (catches kot?! :P ) weekdays sahaja, upper circles seating only. on 13th march-3rd april 2011. call these numbers for more infos 03-42532241 / 71. 

students from school they will have to wear their uniforms. IPTA/S students have to flash their student IDs.

am thinking of get a ticket.

for more infos. go to IB official website yeah!

see you there! :D

business is business

kadang-kadang, orang sanggup berbuat apa saja, asalkan matlamat mereka tercapai. begitu juga dalam berbisnes..

jual tafsir, bgtau harga kt kedai, rm250. skarang boleh bg murah sket rm180..whatever your excuse was, you are still cheating. if i can get from the shop rm130, why i should buy this tafsir from you. tak kira lah die pengedar ke pengilang ke, abes sy keluarkan duit just because you are not the authorized reseller, so you have to sell it at higher price.. tak kire lah if the online bookshop will charge me with the delivery charges pon. paling tinggi rm10. i was once used this national courier service.. takde lah mahal mane pon. but it is the ethic that i am questioning here. just be fair la. just tell them the truth, tok sahla dok ckp buleh dpt rm250 kt kedai buku.kalo orang boleh dpt at rm130, macam mana? then u questioned about the quality of the tafsir. maybe it is not as authentic as yours.  it is not your mistake then.still it is the sikap of menegakkan benang yang basah. just admit it that you cannot sell it at cheaper price because of this and that. jgn laa pulak question the other's credibility. haihhh. it is the one who sell the tafsir at cheaper price's mistake, for selling low quality tafsir, for the sake of having competitive price. again, it is not ethical. and i am talking about a tafsir here. tafsir of the Holy Book, Quran is not something like kerepek ubi or pisang goreng. it is the most priceless Book, something you cannot compare with anything.

saya pejamkan saja mata dengan apa saja niat anda.

thanks.